焦虑的戒断

<p style="font-size:16px;color:#333333;line-height:30px;font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-weight:normal;text-align:justify;hyphens:auto" data-flag="normal" lang="en">我是Bolazynes, 7,599,596,453人中的一员。<br /><br />焦虑本身如期而至，录完节目后，完全不想听自己的声音，拖了几天才找到理想的BGM. 结果便是，从上个月拖到了这个月才更。<br /><br />仔细回想了下，同事告诉我这一现实，从某种意义上说算是防御性悲观。当我们提前知道了最糟糕的结果，那现实再怎么发展，都能接受吧。因为我俩的工作坦言说，近期都不太顺。<br /><br />关于电话焦虑，@Very British Problem 有个很有意思的推, I phoned you yesterday - I knew, I saw as it happened.<br /><br />黑狗则是抑郁的比喻，据传源于丘吉尔。<br />“I don’t like standing near the edge of a platform when an express train is passing through. I like to stand right back and if possible get a pillar between me and the train. I don’t like to stand by the side of a ship and look down into the water. A second’s action would end everything. A few drops of desperation.” – Winston Churchill (1874-1965)<br /><br />白天参加老朋友婚礼了，当伴郎，煎熬的是，本应该要和很多陌生人快速熟络起来，但这次——依然没有做到。<br /><br />但换个角度，用工科生的浪漫来说：<br />越是优柔寡断，你创造的平行世界就越多。<br /><br />封面：<br />摄于20...