episode 11 the main content from my thesis defence in this episode

<p data-flag="normal" style="font-size:16px;color:#333333;line-height:30px;font-family:Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif;font-weight:normal;hyphens:auto" lang="en"><b>Sorry guys!!! I deleted the  original episode 11 and I named the new episode 12 instead of it. I have no choice but to do it in this rude way. I've tried before, however it seemed it didn't work. After many times tried, I'd better give it up and let it alone. I am not asking for your forgiveness just telling all of my few listeners and followers. Besides, i can't promise how far the podcast will go. The only words I can give you are this podcast will end up when I give up studying English. This is really hard to keep it moving without seeing any progress in my English and supports from you guys, however, I still thanks you guys.</b><b> </b></p>