入场券

作者：王心悦

妈妈在入场券上又押了五块钱，

一次又一次，它的寿命

长过了这个家族，晚上

人们躺在床上，它就啃噬

旱年的稻米。

一开始只是入场券，

得到一张，进去的人也从不开口

究竟有些什么，谎言和误解

一代代传了下来，似乎只有

进入一个动作，得到叙述。

而事实是进入

只是入场券，没有人会说这一点

因为冷静（即使作为饰物出现）

也是一种规则。被轻视的诅咒

是真理，他们看见的是全部时间。

更像宿命的

另一个轮回，那是

在入场券的世界，听见水声，

由于和曾经的水流全然不同，

于是走上更深的道路。

握着入场券，越来越久，

可是什么才是尽头呢？

还是说，渴望那个许可、那标志，

在源流中溺毙的时候，

掩住尸首，有双翼的。

Admission Ticket

translated by PLS

Mother bet five dollars on the admission ticket

one time after another, its life expectancy

outgrew this family, at night

as people lay in bed, it started gnawing

rice from the drought year.

At first it’s just the admission ticket

there’s one ticket, people who entered never talked

about what’s in there, lies and misunderstandings

from one generation to another, it seemed like

only the act of entering, was interpreted.

The truth was about entering

only the admission ticket, nobody would talk about it

because being calm (even as a decoration)

was also part of the rule. Neglected curse

was the truth, what they witnessed was the entire time.

More like another cycle

of the destiny, that was

the world of admissions, watery sounds heard

because of flows never seen before

on the way to a deeper path.

Holding the admission ticket, for longer and longer,

but what is really the end？

or rather, longing for the permission, the sign,

when drowned in the flowing water,

there’re bodies to bury, with wings.

3.入场券 Admission Ticket